I need help.. Please?

I hate:
-Feeling like I'm your number two when you're my number one.
-loving to be left alone at times but ending up feeling lonely.
-the fact that nobody wants to sit and listen.
-that i only have long distance friends.
-that you've changed so much... You weren't this way...
-that the things you say when you're mad are the things that you've been holding for a long time.. And they hurt me.
-that you lied..
-that you're a coin, a fibber, a flake, a deceiver, fake, heartless, bipolar, evil person.
-that i love you over every single thing...
-that i love you and i cant be without you even though the relationship is badly damaged, clearly.
Ughhhhh :'(
I just wished you felt the same way as I do.... Why does it have to be like this... Why do you think this is a game... I wish things between us would be better.... Why why whyy??? ♥

I'm back!

For my readers.... Ive been off of blogger for a while but im finally back! 😄😍 i will keep blogging my life alright? I love my readers! Comment and everything ok? :) u

Bad decisions. No trust

I'd like to apologize to all of those people who I've hurt with my bad stupid decisions. Im not the worst person in earth or the stupidest to not know how to distinguish between good and bad, but Today I was so close to making a very bad decision that could have determined the stability of my relationship with my partner and the relationship with my self confidence . Thankfully I used my brain and I feel so good of not making that decision. I knew I was doing wrong but i needed somebody to make me realize it because I cant even trust myself anymore when it comes to wrong or right. Somebody made me think and even though Satan was there to try to convince me to do wrong I didn't do it. Yayyy!!! I feel so good knowing that I have the control of such big decisions. There are still many decisions to take care of, but If I can deal with such decisions by myself, I can deal With so much more :) If it's right... You'll never regret doing it

XIXIXI was "The Day"

We've been through tough times but gotten through them pretty easily. We started dating on November 11. 2011. And we hope for this to last as much as possible. :)
Much love babe! Let's keep it strong alright ! <3 XI.XI.XI

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