-Feeling like I'm your number two when you're my number one.
-loving to be left alone at times but ending up feeling lonely.
-the fact that nobody wants to sit and listen.
-that i only have long distance friends.
-that you've changed so much... You weren't this way...
-that the things you say when you're mad are the things that you've been holding for a long time.. And they hurt me.
-that you lied..
-that you're a coin, a fibber, a flake, a deceiver, fake, heartless, bipolar, evil person.
-that i love you over every single thing...
-that i love you and i cant be without you even though the relationship is badly damaged, clearly.
Ughhhhh :'(
I just wished you felt the same way as I do.... Why does it have to be like this... Why do you think this is a game... I wish things between us would be better.... Why why whyy??? ♥
